I don't feel like showing up

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Feeling: Not quite happy
Time: 12:55pm

I really don't feel like writing. I'll probably grab a book or sleep after this. There's this weird obligation to show up, but as I often tell myself, this is a 'diary'. Not necessarily private; I choose what I want to share. I am as real as possible. Today, I don't feel like showing up, and I don't feel  the need to pretend, and I think it's okay.


I hope you have a beautiful week, I'll be back on Friday, by God's grace.

Much love, 
Fifi. 

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  1. Unknown29 October 2018 at 11:45

    You still showed up though, even if only to tell us you don't feel like showing up. Cheers!

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    1. Fifimarq2 November 2018 at 12:30

      ❤💓💕💖💗💙💚💛💜🖤💝💞💟❣

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